Friday, December 18, 2009

I just can't help it when I have to walked passed a couple and see them doing those lovey-dovey stuffs. I feel like giving them a big kick on their ass and tel them off, this is not the right place. And when I came across blogs that have obscene pictures, I feel like scraping their blogs off. Why you people can't get it? Such things are privacy. Stop putting it up in public and tell the whole world that you're naked and having sex with your boyfriend. Pffffft. It just irritates me.
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As day passed, I've realise that things are meant to be. I just have to let it go, even though knowing that it's really really very hard. Knowing that he's happy with someone else now, really hurts alot. But, it's just fated to be. I know deep down inside, he's not ready for any commitment. So do I. I'm really not ready for anymore heartbreaks. Not even any commitment. And not even giving my love to someone else. I shall listen to my mum now. Studies come first. When I'm one successful women one day, I'll just wait for the Mr Right to come chasing for me. That is when I don't lose a thing. Cause I have money, education, status and a secured future. That is when, man mean nothing cause we girls are independent and can live a better life without man. I remembered someone said to me this. " It's modern now. We girls are independent and we have secured future. Even if we don't marry, we'll be happy cause we can stand on our own feets."
As day passed, I've realise that things are meant to be. I just have to let it go, even though knowing that it's really really very hard. Knowing that he's happy with someone else now, really hurts alot. But, it's just fated to be. I know deep down inside, he's not ready for any commitment. So do I. I'm really not ready for anymore heartbreaks. Not even any commitment. And not even giving my love to someone else. I shall listen to my mum now. Studies come first. When I'm one successful women one day, I'll just wait for the Mr Right to come chasing for me. That is when I don't lose a thing. Cause I have money, education, status and a secured future. That is when, man mean nothing cause we girls are independent and can live a better life without man. I remembered someone said to me this. " It's modern now. We girls are independent and we have secured future. Even if we don't marry, we'll be happy cause we can stand on our own feets."
Labels: through my chest.
Signing off @ 10:02 PM


