It's 4am now. I just got home an hour ago. I'm suppose to be sleeping

for later appointment. But I just can't put myself to sleep.

6 more hours to go. I can't stop tearing. This 6 hours is the last moment,

I'm feeling you in me. God knows, how devastating it is.

I really need to grab some sleep. I'll turn in soon, with you for the last time.

I love you my _ _ _ .

Exams : I screwed it up. I left the hall an hour earlier before it ends.

That shows how much I'm not focus. I was so restless that

I decided to just leave the examination hall.

Headed down to Dhoby and meet Taufiq and went for my appointment. Everything went fine. I'll come back again on Thursday. Met Aidil, Abushah and Roi later on. I was damn tired after all the walks. Met Nadya later at night and accompanied her for dinner. Had a quick catched up with Jonathan at his work place and done. Headed home and now, I'm blogging.

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Akid Ashriq. I love you alot my dear. You're the light of my life. It's a tough decision for me. The way you moves and wave at us, it's like there's no tomorrow baby. I have an adorable picture of you which I'm gonna keep forever. Cause I know that your soul will always be with us. You know how much you mean to me and how much I love you. I'll bear everything. I'm sorry my dear Ashriq. Really am. I really have to let you go. Really do. But always remember that we love you still.

You're our one and only flesh blood. The love of our life.